When I feel some complaining in my heart coming on, mostly over dishes, I try to remind myself that I am married to a fantastic husband and I have a sweet little daughter. That's why there are dishes in the sink. Doing dishes is now a reminder of the blessings God has given me. Blessings I don't deserve.
Still there are times I get anxious or impatient or worried about things, mostly future things, sometimes present things. The worst part about being anxious is...being anxious. And yet, God tells us we don't have to be! I mean, isn't that amazing? We can bring anything and everything to Him and He will take care of it. I can't remember exactly how it goes but one of my favorite quotes from Elisabeth Elliot is something like, "Restlessness and impatience affect nothing but our joy and peace." I love that. It's just something I have been thinking about a lot lately.
This post is starting to feel random so I think I'll just end on some random things about life:
-I started attending Every Woman's Grace about a month ago. It's been such a blessing. I love the Bible studies we receive each week. The questions are deep and applicable and they really help reveal sin that I need to repent of while reminding me of the character of God. I love the fellowship with other moms and older, wise women. I am so thankful that my friend, Michelle, is able to drive Shirley and me. (And her daughter Lucy is about six months older than Shirley and super sweet. The first week they held hands in the parking lot as we were walking to the car. ::melt::) If you are reading this and you aren't able to go, I would suggest printing the lessons off the Grace Church website. Especially if you don't know what to study at the moment.
-Kwacha's sister, Jellita, is coming to visit a week from tomorrow! She's never been to the US and she will be staying for two weeks. We have all kinds of fun things planned but mostly I am excited to see Shirley interact with her Auntie. She LOVED her when we visited Malawi. I am also looking forward to extended time with her so I can get to know her better. :) Please pray for her flight! It is a long way to travel solo!
-And if anyone is wondering about Shirley, she's her usual cheerful, spunky self. She can make lots of animal noises now. She also says, All done, Oh Boy! and Hi and Buh-bye. She blows kisses and has started to say No! after I say no. (We're working on that one.) She's a little independent one but still very friendly and she fills our hearts with joy.
With daddy at the zoo.